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Psalm 34 - Juliano

Psalm 34

15 God keeps an eye on his friends,
his ears pick up every moan and groan.

16 God won't put up with rebels;
he'll cull them from the pack.

17 Is anoyone crying for help? God is listening,
ready to rescue you.

18 If your heart is broken, you'll find God right there
if you're kicked in the gut, he'll help you catch your breath.

19 Disciples so often get into trouble;
still, God is there every time.


The last stretch for my application is fast approaching, and I'm getting nervous, anxious once again.
On top of that, I've been feeling more 'heart sick', in the sense that the desire to be with someone has been more intensified as of late.

I can't help to think that I've been making mistakes. Perhaps doing things that would detract from time to get the application done.
Or times where I just feel that my mental or physical limitations are reached, and it's hard to keep going.

I tend to burn out a lot quicker. Almost as if my awareness of my own limitations are constantly intensified. It can be disheartening many times.
Many times I wonder if I will make it? What if I don't make it..?

But again and again God has been encouraging me. Been on my side. Proclaiming His peace on me.
Once again, I'm in a place I need to hold on God tighter now.
To be graceful on myself, and just keep doing the very best to respond to God.
Despite being very difficult.

If you guys can, and somehow read this far. I would appreciate prayers. Thanks friends :).

Holy Spirit. Meet me in these trying times. Fear and anxiety is intensifying.
Please come to my rescue. Please give me a way.
In all of these things, I pray in your name. Amen.

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