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Psalm 16 - Juliano

Psalm 16 - Juliano

7-8 The wise counsel God gives
when I'm awake
is confirmed by my sleeping heart.
Day and night I'll stick with God;
I've got a good thing going and I'm not letting go.

Despite all the things that I might complain about, or have complained.
At the very least, deep inside of me I feel at peace.
Taking on God's call. Externally it will be difficult. It will require a lot of faith in God, and wisdom on my part to navigate through.

But as I have always taken on God's calling, it does put me well to sleep.
Sleep earlier in my life has always been a very difficult thing. I didn't know this until now, but I was constantly anxious growing up.
Part of the reason I started falling in sexual sin, it is so that I can fall asleep. It helped me sleep.

But now, God grants me sleep.
As deep in my core, because I know I'm taking on God's calling and promises. Knowing that God is well pleased with me. And that I am loved.
And ultimately God is the one who will take care of things.
Things that I need to constantly remind myself. Things that conciously and unconciously I know, despite all that is happening around me.
At the very least, God has granted me with sleep.
When I sit on His peace.

Jesus, thank you that you have called my nerves.
In your wisdom you have prepared me. And you constantly still prepares me.
Guide me Lord. Help me when I am unable to do it on my own.
Give me strength and the courage to face each day.

Thank you Lord, you are so lovely. In your name I pray. Amen.

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