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Psalm 13

But I trust in your unfailing love;
    my heart rejoices in your salvation.
6 I will sing the Lord’s praise,
    for he has been good to me.
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 This Psalm hits home for me in a lot of different ways. The way it starts off is pretty comparable to the way I feel. "How long will you hide your face from me? How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and day after day have sorrow in my heart?" There is this sense of hopelessness that the Psalmist has and that's how I often feel. Sometimes, though, I wonder if I'm just overreacting, need to suck it up, and just live my life. haha. But in all honesty, that's how I feel. I feel like I'm always struggling, always going through the same struggles over and over again and right when it seems like I'm making progress, I'm right back to square one. One thing that gives me hope, though, is the way the Psalm ends. Despite the troubles that he's going through, the Psalmist still chooses to praise the Lord because he acknowledges that God has been good to him and will continue to do so. That's something I think I need to get into the habit of doing. I can clearly call out times when God has been good to me, therefore should be able to trust that He will continue to do so.

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Lord. Thank you for your faithfulness, despite my lack of acknowledging it. May this Psalm be a reminder that you are not far from me and that you will see/hear me. Help me to understand what it means to trust you. Help me to view our relationship as that of Father and son. Amen.

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