1 Lord my God, I take refuge in you;
save and deliver me from all who pursue me,
2 or they will tear me apart like a lion
and rip me to pieces with no one to rescue me.
3 Lord my God, if I have done this
and there is guilt on my hands—
4 if I have repaid my ally with evil
or without cause have robbed my foe—
5 then let my enemy pursue and overtake me;
let him trample my life to the ground
and make me sleep in the dust.[c]
and there is guilt on my hands—
4 if I have repaid my ally with evil
or without cause have robbed my foe—
5 then let my enemy pursue and overtake me;
let him trample my life to the ground
and make me sleep in the dust.[c]
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I love the Psalmist's vulnerability here. There's a sense that he knows that he is absolutely helpless without God's help. For me, it's easy to say that I fully depend on God, but my actions oftentimes portray otherwise. I want to get to a place like the Psalmist where I depend fully and wholly on God. I also admire the responsibility and ownership that the Psalmist portrays here in keeping himself accountable for the things that he does. I think there's something to be said about keeping yourself accountable for how you treat others. Out of greed, it can be easy to to do things that play out in my own interest, but this passage reminds me that, before anything else, I should live my life with integrity. To be honest, this Psalm wasn't mind blowing or super convicting for me, but it definitely is a good reminder of how I should live.
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Lord, help me to depend on you. I pray so much for blessings and a girl and financial success, but before any of that, I pray you break me to the point of full dependence on you. Help me think of my actions before i carry them out. May I be honest and do everything with integrity like you would want me to. May you be my shield and foundation this week. Amen.
That prayer though haha
ReplyDeleteIt's a hard prayer, one full of struggles, when you pray for full dependence and breaking. As you go through this season, may we be with you in the growth, struggles, and blessings!