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Psalm 35 - Juliano

Psalm 35

1-3
Harass these hecklers, God,
punch these bullies in the nose.
Grab a weapon, anything at hand;
stand up for me !
Get ready to throw the spear, aim the javelin,
at the people who are out to get me.
Reassure me; let me hear you say,
"I'll save you."

I need God's reassurance everyday, literally haha.
I'm very needy, and perhaps that's a good quality to have in relation to God?

Just before this I had some quiet time with God. And doing that more consistently it has been giving life for me.
Everyday, I need to hear from God that everything will be okay. It's what sustains me as I go.

It is so easy to slip up to a pool of anxiety and fear.
I'm glad I had a chance to be recentered with God. It has been a while.

Thank you Lord that you come to my rescue. 
That you cast away all of the lies and fears in my heart.
That you clear my mind and give it peace. 
That you breathe life into my weary body and soul. 

 I need your daily bread everyday. Help me to make it. 
It was your promise, your push. Fill the end of your bargain Lord. 
Help your son in need. Keep holding me tightly. 

 Thank you Lord, that you do all of these things. 
Thank you Lord that you allow me to rest.

 In your name I pray. Amen.

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